She wears a different perfume
significant change
I'm beginning to question
the reality of all of this
the ceiling and the walls are closing in
question reality but do not doubt
lines of lies and fake are blurry
kiss me and remember
did I even mean anything?

Mirror images
I'm still the same
whore it screams
and I'm cowering
staring at a piece of glas
where did I loose myself
along this way

And she's a whole different she
nothing will change her to me
nothing will erase the truth

I'm still the same

Title: The Other Conversation
Pairing: House/Cameron
Rating: PG-13
Length: 21 000
Spoilers: spoilers up to “Human Error”
Author's Notes: Endless thank yous to  jlneveloff who looked this story over at the last minute!!
Summary: He understands her mute conversations with everyone. She is on the edge of a cliff.

 

 

 

( Inside a prison )

Title: The Other Conversation
Pairing: House/Cameron
Rating: PG-13
Length: 21 000
Spoilers: spoilers up to “Human Error”
Author's Notes: Endless thank yous to jlneveloff  who looked over this story at the last minute!!
Summary: </lj>He understands her mute conversations with everyone. She is on the edge of a cliff.

Amazing art work at shutterbug_12  's journal, here</lj>

 

( Reminisce past worlds )

Title: The Other Conversation
Pairing: House/Cameron
Rating: PG-13
Length: 21 000
Spoilers: spoilers up to “Human Error”
Author's Notes: Endless thank yous to jlneveloff  who looked over this story at the last minute!!
Summary: </lj>He understands her mute conversations with everyone. She is on the edge of a cliff.

 

Aamazing art work at shutterbug_12  's journal, here

 

( City of dark lights )

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Title: The Other Conversation
PairingHouse/Cameron
Rating:PG-13
Length:21 000 words
Spoilers: Through Human Error
Author's or Artist's Notes: Endless thank yous to jlneveloff</lj>who looked over this story at the last minute!!
Summary:He understands her mute conversations with everyone. She is on the edge of a cliff.


Link to story: The Other Conversation

I said to my dreams that they could take a rest
mumbled in my sleep to the stars that they could fade
hugged my pillow and thought that down could make the world prettier

I screamed to my beating heart to slow down just for a while
for the tears to subside
and let me breathe for a silent long while

And I looked at the wall in a white painted room
stared at the door that you've never come through
thinking that maybe this is the way it should be

heartbreak
it's no world covered in down
and I close my eyes and say to my dreams

a dreamless sleep would be so sweet
now that I can't even dream that you love me

Forever is a word that can only fall from god’s lips
 defies all physical laws and defeats all that is real
 it is only a word that is heavy as thunder in the air
and when you said them you were like a god you didn’t believe in
 I was yours in every way

but now I am a marionette doll you’ve played with
ridiculed me on my little stage that you built for me
you gave me a name you gave me a reason
but now I am only a part of a decaying show
only a part of your past

 it was beautiful when you held me in the rotting rain
 when the leaves glued themselves to my hair
 it was autumn in your heart already then
 never did you think in your egocentric brain
 that feelings are something we share
 love does not pass like passion

 and I hate you now
 where your love flowered like blooming trees in spring
 a bombshell now lays
 after all the words you muttered when the door slammed shut
 when the walls trembled after your roaring exit

you held me in bed where sheets stuck
your leg around mine and the ceiling was swooning
your lies that love was what it was and your butterfly kisses
falseness played on your face that I took for genuine
how could someone be so false?
how can someone that plays so close to love tear down all walls
expose me and put strings on me like a marionette doll
you gave me a direction to walk
you made me say yes when I wanted to say no
you forced me on my knees when I used to stand tall
how could you destroy everything that was me just like that?

you didn’t come to the funeral of my individuality
no you where at a party that day staring someone lovingly in the eyes
wish I was there when you put the noose around her pale neck
pointed to police in your direction and given you the chair

 I will destroy you
 take every trophy for a girl you find
slit their throat before your noose breaks their neck
I will show you that love never passes
that it plus betrayal equals hate
it’s so much easier than you think
(you said forever)

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Translated from Swedish, so there may be some mistakes.
Written and won in a competition where the topic was rage/anger and had to include the word thunder/lightening

I have to wear glasses so that I can read
they're ugly and lie at the bottom of my bag
I also forget things easily
so I don't wear my glasses

My room is a mess
my mother has said a whirlwind has invaded it
but it’s just that I’m lazy
so I don’t pick up my clothes

My socks all have holes in them
‘cause my feet are too big and my shoes too small
I don’t want to throw away money at new shoes
so I wear mismatched socks

I also bite my nails
it’s not that I’m nervous or anything
I’m just bored
so I have no womanly nails

I never hear my mother shout
too stuck in another world to care
loving it there
so I never shout back